Ayo & Mariah Rap it Out
......................................................................................................... rap 19 August 2015
The thing about creativity is that as soon as you start to
create anything, take that first step, you become aware that you have no
idea where you will be, or what you’ll be holding when you emerge from that
dark forest into the light.
You make one gesture toward that glimmer of a notion and an idea
starts to unfold. Ideas present and we have to follow them in order to arrive in the place they hold. And
they need us, too. Ideas cannot manifest until we feed them. Creativity
is a symbiotic relationship between us and our ideas. We feed them, they lead
us. They grow, we arrive.
And this takes guts, because as you begin, nothing but that
tiny seed is visible. In order to grow up into an oak that will shade and warm
us, we have to nurture the seed. But until it actually becomes a strong,
beautiful oak, we have no idea what that seed will become. It could become
anything. And so could we.
So, nurturing that seed takes a leap of faith: you make an effort
toward the unknown and expose yourself as you do it. That’s terrifying. And it
means we walk blindly onto an unmarked rope bridge over a deep ravine concealed
in fog. As with love, we may want to fall or fly, but we don’t want to hit the
ground. We struggle against vulnerability, yet creating requires that
we engage with vulnerability.
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Ayodamola Okunseinde is an artist. Like all of us, he was
born a seed. But he didn’t grow into the man he is now on luck. He wandered a long and winding journey to arrive as an Afronaut stomping through
Harlem from the future.
Born in New Jersey to a Yoruba father and African American
mother, Ayo was a baby when he returned to Lagos where he was raised until
adolescence. After stints in Oman and Holland his family returned to
the States where he graduated from high school, and studied electrical engineering
and then art and philosophy at Rutgers.
After college, Ayo opened the DC gallery Dissident Display (blackle it, you won’t
be disappointed), made art, worked in performance video, and made films like The Chasers. As he told it to me, he applied to MA programs to prove to himself that he was good. And they weren’t wrong when they
accepted Ayo into the Parsons Design + Technology Master’s in Art (May
2015).
I’ve known Ayo for almost two years and picked up with him
this August just home from an IDEO Fellowship in Boston, to talk about the thesis he just completed. Having noticed the tragic lack of projections of
black human beings in works about the future, he posits that if we include
African descendants in work we make now about the present and the future, we
can change both.
Ayo told me: “to do that I come back as an Afronaut from the
future to the present. The work is a suit, a functional suit that gives me
oxygen. It cools me down. It gives me water; it gives me food; it records
video. It’s a cross between space-aged materials and African fabrics.”
So
that’s where the work of the thesis came from: this idea of projecting my
identity or African identity into the future. And a way of actually both
ritualistically and in a very practical way, creating the future: because when
you have objects or when you have an identity of a future, you can then start
to map your direction or your trajectory to that future.
Here’s where the conversation went:
M: tell me about AFRONAUT…
A: The thesis is about
the projection of identity onto the future. There’s a lack of representation of
Africans or people of Africa in the future and I argue that that dehumanizes
Africans presently. So in an effort to add capacity or humanize those
communities, I propose that by creating a culture in the future where their
representation is present, it’ll add capacity to the present.
In a way it’s akin to
the Engugu of West African masquerades, and by wearing the suit I’m actually
performing a ritualistic rite, or a ritual that’s actually creating the future
itself.
So I go around the
city interacting with people and documenting the experience as an alien from
the future in the present.
M: and then in
January, while working on your thesis, you experienced the police. what were you thinking when the cops
assaulted you?
A: I was thinking,
“Oh, my god, I can’t believe that he’s trying to push me down to the ground
when I’ve done nothing.” And I thought to myself, this was literally right
after one of the shootings, and I thought to myself, “I could be shot right
now.”
I mean, I was, I
really felt- I felt I was gonna get beaten up, I might get arrested, or I might
get shot right there. I was terrified. I was shaking for the rest of the day.
M: how did you feel a
week later?
A: A week later… I
felt a resolve to sort of- it made my thesis more valid, you know. I felt a
resolve to actually… I had already stood outside of the thesis, and worked from
outside. But now I decided that I was gonna go inside the thesis and work from
inside by truly believing, number one, believing that I am the Afronaut from
the future. Before I was this external person that was narrating the story. But
after the experience I became the character.
By becoming the
character, I take on a responsibility. And that’s something that I hadn’t done
before: take responsibility for the thesis. And by believing that I am the
character I took on – and also, not only believing that I am the character, but
believing that the time travel is actually true.
And that only came
about because I realized that truly, that there are some people, that that
situation happens to over and over and over again. And because they don’t have
any political recourse or financial means of getting out of that situation, they
don’t have a way to get out- they don’t have a way to travel beyond that. I
felt that – I have that ability. And that time travel is actually possible.
M: why ART and WHEN?
A: I was in, maybe I
was 13 maybe, and I was making a drawing in class and the teacher saw the
drawing and said it was very good. And I think from there I started trying to
draw even better.
And that’s how I came
to art. For a little time, not a little time, a long time actually, I wanted to
do engineering. So I did my undergrad in visual arts, and then the graduate program
is design and technology, so its engineering and art combined.
I wanted to understand
artificial intelligence, I wanted to understand human behavior, and I knew that
I could get to that with science, but I felt that getting to that through art
was more dynamic, more exciting, and it allowed for more creativity.
M: a year ago you
told me you felt the thesis was something you had been working up to for five
years prior. was that also ideological?
A: It was ideological
because I had been thinking about -a lot of this comes from my interest in
artificial intelligence and the mind and cognition, and sort of trying to
understand that philosophically, and I think I was able to get to some aspects
from painting but I felt that maybe using technology I could get to some
semblance of artificial intelligence, some sort of interaction that would be
closer to human behavior. So I guess it is ideological in the sense that the
work that I’m doing technologically is still trying to answer those questions
of cognition or AI.
Emergence, for example,
getting intelligence or getting some sort of aesthetic output out of a system
that has several nodes where each node is not necessarily smart but the
combination of all the nodes creates some intelligence or some sort of
aesthetic value that it’s either through programming each node really simply
yields, synthesizes something, or the noise within that system creates
something.
It’s [in] an emergent
property of those nodes that an intelligence is formed. In that same sense I
want it to be an emergent property of these cultures that I’m interviewing [for
Prophecy] (below).
M: it’s hard not to
miss from where I sit, your metaphor/ comparison between the way that the brain
works and the way that human society works, which is that no one individual
creates a culture. lots of us together create a culture feeding into one
another. and then that culture comes to define us both as individuals and as a
community, and to pass down whatever wisdom then does lend itself to shaping
our wisdom, our personalities…
A: And objects come
out of that culture that then reinforce certain things, or that create the
future.
M: yeah, yeah, based
on value, based on society, based on all of that…
A: Yeah, yeah.
M: and this
experience of being assaulted in January, in a way, made you one of everyone
else.
A: Yeah, it did…
M: so you’re thinking
to yourself, “well, I’m educated, I shouldn’t be part of this” – but you were.
A: Also, because I’m
Nigerian, right, and the issues that were going on here were with African
Americans and I’m an educated African man, which culturally is different from
African American. So, I never put myself in that, I never really… I don’t
identify with that. So then when I was pushed into that same category, I
realized that that was the way that the world saw me.
M: you became one of
the nodes.
A: Yeah, yeah!
M: and you had never
been a node before.
A: Yeah, yeah, yeah!
M: so tell me about
PROPHECY, the community / interactive project.
A: I didn’t want to do this work. I thought I
should just make work and have it seen in a museum. For me, I felt my work
should be personal.
I didn’t think it was
my purview and then after that incident, I realized that there are some people
that don’t have the ability to get out of that space - that would always be
powerless or that because of lack of education or lack of resources don’t have
an opportunity to see beyond their world.
So they don’t have the
ability to dream beyond tomorrow or to project themselves into the future.
I realized that as a
result of that I’m obligated -if I have the ability to project myself into the
future to see beyond myself- that I’m obligated to make works to at least
elucidate the possibilities that these other people might have that
possibility.
M: who is going to
be involved in PROPHECY?
A: People that are
told, “this is what your future is gonna be.” And in the most positive way, you
know, “this is your future. We’re gonna construct it for you.” I, I don’t like
that. I think the future should be constructed internally, you know.
The dreams of these
people should be constructed internally, not that some outside agent, state or
government or organization, constructs it for them. You know it should be
something that grows from inside out.
That idea of synthesis
I think is present in this work where I’m collecting stories, ideas about
objects in the future, and interviewing the community and trying to synthesize
an object from that, trying to synthesize something that’s aesthetically
pleasing, and interactive, something that’s intelligent.
M: what does
CREATIVITY feel like?
A: For me it comes as
little flashes. I keep a notebook with me all the time. Sometimes I just have
an idea that pops into my head. And it doesn’t even need to be based on art at
all. I just have a scenario that pops into my head, and I draw it or write it.
When I’m addressing problems and I’m trying to solve those problems I find sort
of thinking about the problem yields all these creative ways to approach the
problem.
It’s just, it’s second
nature to me now. It just happens; it happens all the time.
M: so, who are you,
as an ARTIST?
A: I think I’m
becoming an artist that deals with future spaces… with time travel, because I –
honestly- I truly believe that artifacts allow for time travel. That’s the
closest that we’re gonna get to time travel.
I honestly believe
that these artifacts allow for time travel. In the same way that you have
archaeological objects… historical objects that allow you to see into the past,
get an understanding of humanity’s past, these objects I’m gonna create would
allow you to see humanity’s future.
And I want to get an
idea of what the future is for people, not just for me. So that’s why I’m doing
the community interviews.
M: what changed
that? Why EVERYONE ELSE now and not just you? really, the assault in
January?
A: Yeah.
M: what happened?
A: I just have an
obligation. It just struck me that I have an obligation.
I’m in the position
that I can make a change and it’s, it’s an existential issue. You know, like, it’s so- to- to imagine that that there are
people out there that have the ability, that have the capacity to- to do great
but because of systems or because of lack of resources, they’re being
curtailed, that’s – and to think that I could possibly have something positive
that I can add to that!
It’s –it’s – I’m
obligated to do it, I don’t necessarily want to do it, or like to do it, but
I’m obligated to do it – yeah.
M: ok, so if there’s
one thing I should get right, what is it?
A: That I believe that
these future objects will actually create the future: that they will direct
people to the right future.
The more I think about
this, the more I do work on this, the more I believe it. It’s so clear in my mind that these objects, or this way of
thinking, of-of sort of creating a future in the mind, in your mind, in others
minds, would …
By creating a future …
and creating objects from that future that will actually move people in the
right direction- it’ll actually change the present.
M: did you ever
think, in college or ten years ago that this is what you’d be talking about with
your art?
A: No, No!
I think also that what
makes my work different than other people that do [Afrofuturism] work is that
my work is actually interactive in the sense that these objects are interacting
with the present. They’re collecting data from the future and sending it back
to the present, or from the present and sending it to the future!
I think this technological
interactivity adds another way into it. And then with Prophecy there’s a social
interaction as well, that I think is vital.
M: so if there was
one way to completely misunderstand you, what would it be?
A: That I’m sure about
myself.
Like, I believe it, but believing in it and… Sometimes you
believe this is the right thing to do, but do you do it? You may find a reason
not to do it. You know? But you believe it’s the right thing to do. Yeah, so
I’m insecure in that sense. I’m still struggling with that.
I’m trying hard that,
by the end of this year, I work through those insecurities. I think it’ll make
my work better, or make me a stronger person.
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As we wrapped up, Ayo said he was amped up, ready to go to
the art store, buy materials and go make art. I was amped up, too, because we
had a great conversation.
My mind wandered all over the terrain for a few days, a few
weeks. We are always metamorphosising. I think a lot about that: how to change
my life, how to change my work, my relationships: how to grow my heart, my mind
– to meet that source space of my soul. And I found myself remembering something
I have always said about Ayo:
One thing that makes Ayo great is that he is not
limited in what he can imagine by
what he can make. He imagines first
and freely, and then begins in the dark, only a glimmer ahead, to create. He
has told me when he was fearful, when he was afraid and unsure how to begin.
And then- he begins.
Creativity is a process. Like anything we engage in
repeatedly, it can become muscle memory. But you have to engage in it, bit by
bit. And you have to follow it – blind as you may be, the path unmarked and
darkened by heavy foliage. And it’s hard at first and taxing, and fatiguing,
but you just keep doing it. And then a path lays itself out – and if you follow
the ideas you’ll see what they -and you- can become, and they will show you your next step. Steps into the future.
Imagining that future changes you now – because now a future
becomes possible, and you drive at it, and that in itself changes you. That
idea makes possible the future, and the future arrives right now.
Most of the time, the biggest part of our society is neither
watering nor sunning us. We have to do it ourselves. And lots of us have ideas…
but do we start to make them? Because that takes courage and strength and
determination.
The creative process is not only about people who make art,
or write, or play music, or follow the science. It’s all of us – can we create
ourselves, our lives?
Can we imagine ourselves?
Can we imagine?
Faith and strength are intimately tied up in one another.
Just as we need our ideas as much as they need us, faith and strength
symbiotically feed one another making possible the marriage between us and our
possibilities. Take from us these two things and we mortals lose our ability to
become our greatest selves: creators- of our world, ourselves.
The hard world will often try to take from us hope and
power, to maintain the status quo, capitalism, fascism, poverty, control over
what humanity can become – over humanity itself. If it is successful in taking
from us faith and strength then they’ve got us. We will never rise new.
And it works both
ways. If you want to take back power and hope: create. Yourself, a song, a
garden – just create. Start to create and power and hope will grow in
you: creator and creation.
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Afronaut is a fascinating. The concept of someone from the future coming back to the present, who dons a combination of space wear and kente cloth is amazing. I am trying to gain a better understanding of what it means when you say there is a lack of representation of Africans in the future. I am not quite clear on that but would love to know more!
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